Decisions taken then,
Repercussions today.
Change in me
Taking to place.
Accommodation,
Tolerance,
Names given to what I do
But with time
Sadness
In losing what is truly mine.
myself December 24, 2009
Little by little December 19, 2009
Little by little
you chip away
at the great statue
of charactor
you’ve built in my heart.
Your unbearable insecurities
like a pin in my eye
annoys
and the binds
of love loosen.
I don’t want to come over
for Christmas.
sadness December 12, 2009
I’ve seen many a man
with sadness in their eyes,
I find myself mute
To some thoughts they derive.
I sometimes think
they think me dumb
uninteresting,
But I feel it-
their sadness
and maybe in that one moment
we share mutual longing
and he strokes my thigh
the moment is nigh
we are of one thought
and moods blithe.
I love December 12, 2009
I love this unseen string
between you and I
Days of separation
and my power to tug you back,
irresistable.
Why won’t you think twice
I wonder, aloud.
I don’t think twice
when it comes to you,
you reply.
So many promises made
but I still have you.
Am I evil?
Or are you?
Devotion December 9, 2009
Devotion is waking up
In the darkest hours
To watch her sleep
To cradle her
To never to let her go
Plead with the night
To slow,
Embrace as she stirs
In dream induced sleep,
To observe a birthmark
On her arm,
To watch
To wait
To listen
To forget
To breath.
Probably. December 8, 2009
Milk boiling over
White foam over clay and space
Hopes and dreams
Big whites days,
Steadily over.
Life as usual.
I should probably back off.
Probably.
Better man December 2, 2009
This heart endured
your taunts
your selfish ways
your self-righteous
nobleness.
Your hidden lies
and I began to despise
myself.
Unfortunate.
But redemption
is sweet.
Forgiveness
is honey.
And I am golden.
Randoms December 1, 2009
Pass the cusion
Children’s game,
Imagine I am It
The hands are men
——————-
Did you notice
How time flew?
One moment
We were children
The next, we were
fools?
——————-
Masochist
after ‘Love’
Hurt me you plead,
with heart open.
——————-
Island woman
Browed eyed
Fresh perspectives
Open arms
Lover Mother
Needs no explanation.
Golden girl December 1, 2009
Golden girl
never fear
your sisters are near.
They’ll tend to fears
those tears
will fall
and dry away
like April rains.
Clouds will gather
Hail will fall
But get through it
you will all.
He was never
strong enough
and never will be,
But strong are
those who’ll love
and always will be.
these sins November 30, 2009
We’ve tried to wash our hands of all of this
We never talk of our lack in relationships
And how we’re guilt stricken sobbin’ with our heads on the floor
We fell through the ice when we tried not to slip, we’d say
For the life of me I cannot remember
What made us think that we were wise and we’d never compromise
For the life of me I cannot believe we’d ever die for these sins
We were merely freshmen
The Verve Pipe-The Freshman
We were merely…human?
